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Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 7:46 AM | 2 notes

I'm back to missing my babyboy...

Why ?

I tried so hard but losing him is pricking me and I'm picking up the pain again.

I wana cry bt I have no tears.

I wana speak but i hav no voice.

It's like not speaking wil help me handle the pain.

Sorry my dear friends. If you've been trying to text me and I'm ignoring it.I just ran out of mood to speak or do anything.


Baby Baby !
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 9:35 AM | 0 notes

ekkkk !!! I'm FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

 

LOL! I went to Kiddy Palace and saw this mickey mouse jumper which is SUPER CUTEEE!!! ekkkkkk

Dunno if I get to keep baby with me during confinement ma. If baby's adoptive parents allow then i shall buy that roamper for Eleo !  & many many cute clothes. (although i think Eleo's parents probably brought him lots too... can ask them lend me 1st?) haha

 

oh, i got the results of my scan alrdys. the 1 that i fell aslp while doing. ;P

Baby's perfectly normal :DD Kidney, Heart, Spine etcetcetc :DD

Praise God ~! :D

Baby's XY = BOY! LOL not like i dunno.

Baby's weighing 631g on 20weeks5days which is normal.

 

& Me am a happy girl :D

6mths, no strech marks, no vomitting, no midnight food cravings, no insane moodswings. LMAO

I'm realy having it easy arnt I ?

God must really have taken pity on me that I dun have my hubby with me.

 

I wanna rasie my own baby boy and girl !!! Must have 1 pair!!!

Quick! who want marry me and have baby with me? LMAO

 

I cnnt wait to ha ve my own family. now i really wana get marry young. haha


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Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 7:09 AM | 0 notes

没有你，我要怎么快乐起来？骗自己也骗了这么久，始终没有办法相信我没事。

连呼吸也痛，带着的面具一天比一天假。

维持不下去了我该怎么办？

想把头发剪掉，希望一切能恢复正常，可是那是自己骗自己。

 

when i have no words left, it just means i've walked to my dead end.

i no longer feel like talking. no longer feel like telling any1 what it all feels like.

its the same everyday. wanting to keep him yet forced to give up.

i'm tired. really