♥ for my love
Saturday, September 4, 2010 @ 11:45 AM | 0 notes

Dearest Sandy ,

you cannot read anything here, but you can definately feel my heart for you.

 

You've grown ...

once you were a baby. how old were you then? a month? But look how cute and fluffy you are! the perfect puppy, one that people would fight to have you in their home.

 

But then, you grew ...

no more a cute and fluffy thing.

attacked by mange, misunderstood by your first owner. he didn't know you just needed love and care. when your illness broke out, he wanted you out. he didn't see what a pretty dear you would grow into.

it was his lost. even w/o your cute fluffy-ness, your intelligence shine. your quirky acts, your clowny behaviour.

Screams of your name was constantly heard where ever you went. "Sandy? SANDY ~~ SANNNDDDYYYY !!!!"

when i took a holiday, u took 1 too! buzzing around as SanBee.

thrown in between the 2 elderly who obviously have no sense of fun. u weren't so keen to be around them were you?

Pretty girl, you grown. with much TLC, you grew in a pretty 4mth old puppy

look at you now! so pretty. ur previous owner didnt know the gem he has tossed aside. he didn't understand the pretties gem has to be thrown into fire before it shines. look at you darling! look at you... pretty, smart, intelligent, playful. All that a puppy should be.

Remember Princess? Remember the Prayer Ana has written on your behalf? Yes, the one that found you a home. God saw, God knew you needed the place you can call home.

& then that most important email came.

I couldn't resist your smiles. your excitements. your whinny voice when you saw us. your happiness when you heard us going "sandy~ sandy~! SANDY~!!" My tears were on the ledge of my eyes.!  I was just too proud to cry. haha. Pretty Princess you have grown into! Now you can look at vivi and prince proudly saying, " hey hey, dont look down on the ugly duckling. I'm a swan now! " Yes, princess, you are :)

credits to Angela.

Pretty Princess, my baby Sandy... I love you, I love you. I am so happy for you now that you are happy and leading a good life.

 

God is good.

HE saved my precious girl from death so many times. My Sandy's a saviour! With her life, she'll fight because it's her life <3

her escapes from deaths would include

1) escaping from AVA

2) her out break of mange as a puppy

3) almost chocking

4) her broken leg

5) her 2nd outbreak of mange !

 

yes, i may be too optimistic to call these escapes from death, but then again, she might have died if God didn't hold her life. God held her close to HIM becus she was his creation. but i believe, for me, for ana, for angela, for jea, for wee siong, for jamie, for joey GOD held her close to HIM. yes, a mangy dog is precious enough to HIM. :) Thank You God. You have been good.

 

at 4mths & 1yo

my gem being tested in fire.

the beauty of rehoming dogs. the beauty of watching them grow.

 

God borrowed Eleo to let someone else experience watching a baby grow. God borrowed Eleo to show how He tests gems before the shine appears. God borrowed Eleo, but He never deprived me the joy of watching the stories He wrote. He replaced that with the many many gems HE placed in my life. But HE just had to borrow one. One too close too precios to me. But, if He can use this most precious gem to place smiles on other people's face, tak Eleo God. Because I know your plans are far greater. beyond what human eyes can see. like sandy's 1st owner, i do not want to be blinded by not seeing what a gem eleo could be. Because God you care for even a mangy dog, one that escaped death so many many time, i know Eleo's in this mighty plans of yours. Thank You God. Thank You that you never forgot me. Thank You that in my life, you place many many reminders that Eleo's safe. Because you ARE God almighty. Thank You. Thank You.

Eleo, go through this test. After this God will let mummy watch you grow up. In heaven, before you join me, God will play a video. a video of u sitting up. a video of you saying your 1st word. a video of your 1st step. a video of u expressing ur first word of love towards God. a video of ur realization of what a blessed boy you are. Before you join us, God will show me the joy of watching you grow up. So Eleo, be good, obey God. Until then, I Love You. With my whole heart. Never will you be forgotten. Never will you be rejected. I Love You My Precious Boy.