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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 8:26 AM
| 0 noteswas i overboard when i said those words on FB ?
but when God said, " Each heart knows its own bitterness, and no one else can fully share its joy. -Proverbs 14:10 " I can only imagine, from the start, when HE molded our hearts, how much thought HE has put into it to make each heart unique.
When she screams at me on how immature i am, i guess i wont deny it. I know how immature i am, but because there isn't a need for me to be mature so i chose to be immature. when tasked with a responsibility, i will make sure i am responsible for it, but if not, i'll ignore it. isnt it obvious enough on how self-delusional i can get? its an acquired skill.
When she said those words, it did hurt pretty much. But than again, I guess she was just trying to spite me into waking up. But what she doesn't see is that, self-respect is not taught this way. just because she said it so hurt-fully, it doesn't make me wake up and go, " hey ! maybe i should learn to respect myself abit " If I knew how to respect myself, I probably would have done it many years ago. But no. That sentence, that quote, has long been drilled into my head. no matter how people tell me to forget about it because it's not real, i cnnt. thats the way i have been living for the past ... 6years ? around there. Does she know, by screaming at me that i have no self respect, when my brain filters it, she is indirectly calling me a slut? maybe she has no intention of doing so, but then, my brain chose to translate it this way. yes, i am a mother, i can feel how a mother would feel to watch her child being "bullied" by guys who just come and go come and go, but then, screaming at me will not help. the unhappier you make me at home, the more time i dont want to come home, the more i will stay out, and that heightens the risk of anything happening.
-sigh . unhappy unhappy unhappy . but then again, it's time i go reflect on myself too as to what i did to make her unhappy too.
Princy VS Nuggy
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 10:04 AM
| 0 notesi have been thinking and i realized that princy and nuggy is soooo different in personality! but i love both of them all the same :D
* Princy is the lazy dog. He sleeps with mummy every night, and in the morning, he won't wake up until mummy's awake. even then, he'll lie in bed awhile more before coming out to stretch and wait for breakfast.
* Nugget is the hyper-active little puppy. From the min 1 human wakes up, Nuggy's nibbling the person as if saying, " Wake up! Play with me! " & he starts following us all around the house. Up Down Up Down.
* Prince never seem to care who is home and who is not. But before you leave the house, you HAVE to tell him where you're going and say byebye to him. EG," byebye Prince. Jiejie go school alreadys. You stay at home be a good boy k? byebye! " If you don't, you'll come home to find peepee on the sofa, or if you're really HENG, you'll have peepee on your bed.
* Nugget, on the other hand, follows you ALL AROUND that if you leave the house or his sight, he starts crying and whining wishing you'll re-appear.
* Prince gets REALLY excited when he sees cats !
* Nugget can't be bothered. they are of no significants to him.
* Prince only plays with toys that go, "BEEP BEEP BEEP !!"
* Nugget is happy with whatever you give him as long as you are playing with him.
* Prince is all excited when it comes to walkies.
* Nugget isn't too keen. (who needs to go out when mummy is home?!)
*Prince barks at every noise within the building
* Nugget can't care less.
* Prince loves to be pet.
* Nugget is more keen on biting you.
* Prince doesn't enjoy sleeping with the humans too much.
* Nugget's wish is to be with you ALWAYS !
That is all I can think of now :D Hahas. But aren't they so different from each other? x] cute MAX !
I never understood a mother's love. Until my dogs came along. 1 by 1 they teach me how to love; how to accept.
- When Tigger gets motion sickness, and he vomits, because I don't want him to get scolded, I catch his vomit with my bare hands - LITERALLY.
- When Sandy came and she was all disgusting looking, and ugly, and smelly, I kissed her goodnight and cuddle her because she is a puppy.
- When Honey came, she was so scared and constantly wanting to escape, I pet my bed to welcome her to come slp next to me. When I did that, she hasn't bathe and she was just recently plucked out from the wild. But I didn't want her to be scared so I welcomed her to slp next to me.
- When Elfie came, despite his mad barking, at night I let hm slp with me so he'd feel loved.
- When Lambert came with bad breathe, I still kissed him.
- When Coco came, and tore my room apart because I didn't wake up at 7am to play with her, I willingly took the fault. When Coco bit Prince till there were 2holes in his neck, I still allowed her to stay, and I still adored her.
- When Snowy came, and he wanted to slp with me in my room at daddy's house and daddy didn't let, I quarreled with daddy to let him in. How could i bring myself to listen to his cries all night?
When God painted my life, He did it with many colours. More than the colours in the rainbow, More than any colour chart can show. He penned my life so carefully, that everything is in HIS control. God knew that a life too comfortable for me would mean I never got to meet HIM. He knew how proud I was, with my nose up in the air. HE made plans to humble me, to teach me life's beauty. Thank You Father God, you made my life beautiful and I can only wait to see what more you would do with my life. Add in more lines and dots to this picture Father, mold me into your perfection, because I Love You.
Happy BirthDay Prince
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 7:36 AM
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Happy Birthday Baby Prince.
Thank You for the joy and headaches you have given us the past 2years and 1month.
You are the baby of the family and we all pamper you much.
I am sure you have led an awesome life. Been to so many AVA shows and shared you home with so many other dogs.
Loving many other animals as your stupid owners love them too.
Altough you arn't that gentle to the hamsters (==);;
You have been an awesome boy and you would always be love.
I pray God allows you to led a long long life. So I'd have you to fill up my days for many years to come. :)
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 8:26 AM
| 0 noteswas i overboard when i said those words on FB ?
but when God said, " Each heart knows its own bitterness, and no one else can fully share its joy. -Proverbs 14:10 " I can only imagine, from the start, when HE molded our hearts, how much thought HE has put into it to make each heart unique.
When she screams at me on how immature i am, i guess i wont deny it. I know how immature i am, but because there isn't a need for me to be mature so i chose to be immature. when tasked with a responsibility, i will make sure i am responsible for it, but if not, i'll ignore it. isnt it obvious enough on how self-delusional i can get? its an acquired skill.
When she said those words, it did hurt pretty much. But than again, I guess she was just trying to spite me into waking up. But what she doesn't see is that, self-respect is not taught this way. just because she said it so hurt-fully, it doesn't make me wake up and go, " hey ! maybe i should learn to respect myself abit " If I knew how to respect myself, I probably would have done it many years ago. But no. That sentence, that quote, has long been drilled into my head. no matter how people tell me to forget about it because it's not real, i cnnt. thats the way i have been living for the past ... 6years ? around there. Does she know, by screaming at me that i have no self respect, when my brain filters it, she is indirectly calling me a slut? maybe she has no intention of doing so, but then, my brain chose to translate it this way. yes, i am a mother, i can feel how a mother would feel to watch her child being "bullied" by guys who just come and go come and go, but then, screaming at me will not help. the unhappier you make me at home, the more time i dont want to come home, the more i will stay out, and that heightens the risk of anything happening.
-sigh . unhappy unhappy unhappy . but then again, it's time i go reflect on myself too as to what i did to make her unhappy too.
Princy VS Nuggy
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 10:04 AM
| 0 notesi have been thinking and i realized that princy and nuggy is soooo different in personality! but i love both of them all the same :D
* Princy is the lazy dog. He sleeps with mummy every night, and in the morning, he won't wake up until mummy's awake. even then, he'll lie in bed awhile more before coming out to stretch and wait for breakfast.
* Nugget is the hyper-active little puppy. From the min 1 human wakes up, Nuggy's nibbling the person as if saying, " Wake up! Play with me! " & he starts following us all around the house. Up Down Up Down.
* Prince never seem to care who is home and who is not. But before you leave the house, you HAVE to tell him where you're going and say byebye to him. EG," byebye Prince. Jiejie go school alreadys. You stay at home be a good boy k? byebye! " If you don't, you'll come home to find peepee on the sofa, or if you're really HENG, you'll have peepee on your bed.
* Nugget, on the other hand, follows you ALL AROUND that if you leave the house or his sight, he starts crying and whining wishing you'll re-appear.
* Prince gets REALLY excited when he sees cats !
* Nugget can't be bothered. they are of no significants to him.
* Prince only plays with toys that go, "BEEP BEEP BEEP !!"
* Nugget is happy with whatever you give him as long as you are playing with him.
* Prince is all excited when it comes to walkies.
* Nugget isn't too keen. (who needs to go out when mummy is home?!)
*Prince barks at every noise within the building
* Nugget can't care less.
* Prince loves to be pet.
* Nugget is more keen on biting you.
* Prince doesn't enjoy sleeping with the humans too much.
* Nugget's wish is to be with you ALWAYS !
That is all I can think of now :D Hahas. But aren't they so different from each other? x] cute MAX !
I never understood a mother's love. Until my dogs came along. 1 by 1 they teach me how to love; how to accept.
- When Tigger gets motion sickness, and he vomits, because I don't want him to get scolded, I catch his vomit with my bare hands - LITERALLY.
- When Sandy came and she was all disgusting looking, and ugly, and smelly, I kissed her goodnight and cuddle her because she is a puppy.
- When Honey came, she was so scared and constantly wanting to escape, I pet my bed to welcome her to come slp next to me. When I did that, she hasn't bathe and she was just recently plucked out from the wild. But I didn't want her to be scared so I welcomed her to slp next to me.
- When Elfie came, despite his mad barking, at night I let hm slp with me so he'd feel loved.
- When Lambert came with bad breathe, I still kissed him.
- When Coco came, and tore my room apart because I didn't wake up at 7am to play with her, I willingly took the fault. When Coco bit Prince till there were 2holes in his neck, I still allowed her to stay, and I still adored her.
- When Snowy came, and he wanted to slp with me in my room at daddy's house and daddy didn't let, I quarreled with daddy to let him in. How could i bring myself to listen to his cries all night?
When God painted my life, He did it with many colours. More than the colours in the rainbow, More than any colour chart can show. He penned my life so carefully, that everything is in HIS control. God knew that a life too comfortable for me would mean I never got to meet HIM. He knew how proud I was, with my nose up in the air. HE made plans to humble me, to teach me life's beauty. Thank You Father God, you made my life beautiful and I can only wait to see what more you would do with my life. Add in more lines and dots to this picture Father, mold me into your perfection, because I Love You.
Happy BirthDay Prince
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 7:36 AM
| 0 notes
Happy Birthday Baby Prince.
Thank You for the joy and headaches you have given us the past 2years and 1month.
You are the baby of the family and we all pamper you much.
I am sure you have led an awesome life. Been to so many AVA shows and shared you home with so many other dogs.
Loving many other animals as your stupid owners love them too.
Altough you arn't that gentle to the hamsters (==);;
You have been an awesome boy and you would always be love.
I pray God allows you to led a long long life. So I'd have you to fill up my days for many years to come. :)
