You're the Reason for me to live
Wednesday, September 18, 2013 @ 12:06 PM | 0 notes

Baby,

I'm feeling crappy right now.
And there are times when I wish I can end all these. Don't bother thinking so hard about my future, about who I want to be, what I want to be. But I really really don't wanna give up.

You're the reason I'm holding on. Even if I don't see you again on Earth, when I see you in Heaven, I want you to be proud of me. Of all that has happened after I gave u up.

Baby, you don't know how much you mean to me.
I wish right now I can hug you and cry like a baby. I already know you'd wipe the tears off my face and say "it's okay mommy, we'll be fine".

I hate my life so very bad right now. :(