16
Thursday, March 5, 2026 @ 9:05 PM
| 0 notes Dear Eleo,
You'll be 16 this year. I think this is the year where you would have to go through national examinations again. Praying that you will have the wisdom and the confidence to undergo your exams.
My kids are grown now. They're 7 and 5 individually. They're the sweetest, and I always wondered what life would have been like if you were living with us.
Wishing you the best of luck, good health, and a beautiful future.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
Sending you all my love and misses.
2023
Tuesday, April 4, 2023 @ 6:46 PM
| 0 notes Dear Eleo,
It's been forever ago since I wrote to you.
You have never left my mind nor my memories.
I guess I stopped writing because of how life became so busy.
Growing up means I had job responsibilities and also parenting obligations.
Life has finally slowed down for me. I'm at a position where I have more time on hand now.
I've really missed you.
It's your first year in Secondary school and I wonder how you are.
Where are you? Which subjects are getting your attention? Are you adapting well in school?
I miss you.
And I hope, one day, I'll see you again.
Love you sweetheart. See you around 💗
Blessed 8th
Tuesday, April 3, 2018 @ 9:11 AM
| 0 notesI'm late. Infact, almost 2 years late. Sorry my dear.
But, Blessed Birthday, Blessed 8th. Know that you're still in my memories and I still miss you very much.
This year's a little different though. :)
You're gonna be an elder sibling! On your birthday I found out the gender of my current baby & I sure am excited to see him in Aug.!
Nothing's going to change though (I hope). I want and need you to know, you'll always be my first baby. You'll always be my Eleo whom has changed my life for the better by so much. When the time is right, I'll wanna let him know that he has an elder brother and that I love his elder brother very much.
My husband knows of your existence. And if anything, I'm thankful he is accepting of you. He actually suggested naming this boy with a similar name to yours so I'll have something that "links" all my children. I'm of course touched by his gesture but I don't know if I'd be able to. I thought of naming this boy with something starting with E but we have not reached an agreement nor found a name beginning with E that we both like. We have decided on his chinese name because we knew we wanted it to be kanji so it can be versatile in chinese and japanese. Even if I don't name him with the letter E, please know that my initial thought has always been about you.
I miss you baby boy. I hope that you're doing well in school and making friends. I hope you enjoy learning and is finding the joy in simple things in life. Be happy; that's all I'd want of you.
I love you sweetheart. Blessed Belated 8th!
For Eleo
Sunday, March 6, 2016 @ 8:37 AM
| 0 notesIt was Missions Weekend at my church this week. And since your birthday's on a Saturday, I decided to attend Saturday's service too.
This year, the amount I pledged for Missions got to do with you, because I just couldn't get you out of my mind.
Baby, you don't know but, just your existence has made a difference to a lot of other people's life.
First being mine. I'll always remember promising myself that I didn't want you to feel like I gave you away and still remained the person I was. So I promised myself to buckle up and give my best, so that when you come back, you'd actually be proud of me.The next is Nuggy's. He could have ended up in a puppy mill or shelter, but because I needed you, I took Nuggy home. Flor has my sponsorship because I wanted to use the money that I would otherwise have spent on you, to "raise" another child. And this year, my missions pledge, has to do with you.
Baby, you don't know, but just having passed my life, you have transformed the lives of others.
Blessed 6th.
Friday, March 4, 2016 @ 8:18 AM
| 1 notes
我幸福应为曾今有你。
Blessed 6th Eleo. I can't believe how fast time flies, and that you'd be 6 today.
It's actually exciting to think that you'd be attending primary school next year, and that you'd probably look like the kids in my centre soon. I pray that wherever you may be, or would go, the Lord will help you to prosper in all that you do. Because many many of us, love you.
I asked myself, what would I not give, to be able to celebrate your birthday with you.
I'm almost at a fatigue stage in life because of assignment deadlines and full-time job, However, I know for sure, if you were with me, I would still have planned a day of fun for you from the time you open your eyes. Because you deserve this.
I hope you never ever doubt who you are, or if you are loved. Because even to me, you'd never be erased from my life. I know if I never have had you, I wouldn't be who I am today. And for that reason, I'd say, You're my Magic.
I can't wait to meet you again, my love. Be in on Earth or in Heaven. I just pray, when the time comes, we'd both be ready to have each other in our lives again.
Enjoy your 6th year on Earth my dear. You've so much more to see.
Lots of Love,
Me.
I dreamt of you
Wednesday, November 18, 2015 @ 8:35 AM
| 0 notesI dreamt of you last night.
And it still hurts.
Maybe because I try too hard not to forget you.
That even in my dreams, and to know you as reality,
I miss you
Blessed 5th Eleo :)
Thursday, March 5, 2015 @ 6:40 AM
| 0 notesI always had this idea,
1 is for 1 God
3 is for Trinity
5 is for Grace
7 is for Perfection
9 is Completion
That is pretty much, how I view my numbers.
So 5th, is the year of Grace.
I'm assuming you would start school this year? Kindergarten maybe?
I wonder how would it go... All the best baby!
Make new friends, Learn new things, and have fun in school.
May the LORD, always be watching over you, and giving unto you, His Grace, Mercy and Blessings.
I love you sweetie.
Until we meet again,
16
Thursday, March 5, 2026 @ 9:05 PM
| 0 notes Dear Eleo,
You'll be 16 this year. I think this is the year where you would have to go through national examinations again. Praying that you will have the wisdom and the confidence to undergo your exams.
My kids are grown now. They're 7 and 5 individually. They're the sweetest, and I always wondered what life would have been like if you were living with us.
Wishing you the best of luck, good health, and a beautiful future.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
Sending you all my love and misses.
2023
Tuesday, April 4, 2023 @ 6:46 PM
| 0 notes Dear Eleo,
It's been forever ago since I wrote to you.
You have never left my mind nor my memories.
I guess I stopped writing because of how life became so busy.
Growing up means I had job responsibilities and also parenting obligations.
Life has finally slowed down for me. I'm at a position where I have more time on hand now.
I've really missed you.
It's your first year in Secondary school and I wonder how you are.
Where are you? Which subjects are getting your attention? Are you adapting well in school?
I miss you.
And I hope, one day, I'll see you again.
Love you sweetheart. See you around 💗
Blessed 8th
Tuesday, April 3, 2018 @ 9:11 AM
| 0 notesI'm late. Infact, almost 2 years late. Sorry my dear.
But, Blessed Birthday, Blessed 8th. Know that you're still in my memories and I still miss you very much.
This year's a little different though. :)
You're gonna be an elder sibling! On your birthday I found out the gender of my current baby & I sure am excited to see him in Aug.!
Nothing's going to change though (I hope). I want and need you to know, you'll always be my first baby. You'll always be my Eleo whom has changed my life for the better by so much. When the time is right, I'll wanna let him know that he has an elder brother and that I love his elder brother very much.
My husband knows of your existence. And if anything, I'm thankful he is accepting of you. He actually suggested naming this boy with a similar name to yours so I'll have something that "links" all my children. I'm of course touched by his gesture but I don't know if I'd be able to. I thought of naming this boy with something starting with E but we have not reached an agreement nor found a name beginning with E that we both like. We have decided on his chinese name because we knew we wanted it to be kanji so it can be versatile in chinese and japanese. Even if I don't name him with the letter E, please know that my initial thought has always been about you.
I miss you baby boy. I hope that you're doing well in school and making friends. I hope you enjoy learning and is finding the joy in simple things in life. Be happy; that's all I'd want of you.
I love you sweetheart. Blessed Belated 8th!
For Eleo
Sunday, March 6, 2016 @ 8:37 AM
| 0 notesIt was Missions Weekend at my church this week. And since your birthday's on a Saturday, I decided to attend Saturday's service too.
This year, the amount I pledged for Missions got to do with you, because I just couldn't get you out of my mind.
Baby, you don't know but, just your existence has made a difference to a lot of other people's life.
First being mine. I'll always remember promising myself that I didn't want you to feel like I gave you away and still remained the person I was. So I promised myself to buckle up and give my best, so that when you come back, you'd actually be proud of me.The next is Nuggy's. He could have ended up in a puppy mill or shelter, but because I needed you, I took Nuggy home. Flor has my sponsorship because I wanted to use the money that I would otherwise have spent on you, to "raise" another child. And this year, my missions pledge, has to do with you.
Baby, you don't know, but just having passed my life, you have transformed the lives of others.
Blessed 6th.
Friday, March 4, 2016 @ 8:18 AM
| 1 notes
我幸福应为曾今有你。
Blessed 6th Eleo. I can't believe how fast time flies, and that you'd be 6 today.
It's actually exciting to think that you'd be attending primary school next year, and that you'd probably look like the kids in my centre soon. I pray that wherever you may be, or would go, the Lord will help you to prosper in all that you do. Because many many of us, love you.
I asked myself, what would I not give, to be able to celebrate your birthday with you.
I'm almost at a fatigue stage in life because of assignment deadlines and full-time job, However, I know for sure, if you were with me, I would still have planned a day of fun for you from the time you open your eyes. Because you deserve this.
I hope you never ever doubt who you are, or if you are loved. Because even to me, you'd never be erased from my life. I know if I never have had you, I wouldn't be who I am today. And for that reason, I'd say, You're my Magic.
I can't wait to meet you again, my love. Be in on Earth or in Heaven. I just pray, when the time comes, we'd both be ready to have each other in our lives again.
Enjoy your 6th year on Earth my dear. You've so much more to see.
Lots of Love,
Me.
I dreamt of you
Wednesday, November 18, 2015 @ 8:35 AM
| 0 notesI dreamt of you last night.
And it still hurts.
Maybe because I try too hard not to forget you.
That even in my dreams, and to know you as reality,
I miss you
Blessed 5th Eleo :)
Thursday, March 5, 2015 @ 6:40 AM
| 0 notesI always had this idea,
1 is for 1 God
3 is for Trinity
5 is for Grace
7 is for Perfection
9 is Completion
That is pretty much, how I view my numbers.
So 5th, is the year of Grace.
I'm assuming you would start school this year? Kindergarten maybe?
I wonder how would it go... All the best baby!
Make new friends, Learn new things, and have fun in school.
May the LORD, always be watching over you, and giving unto you, His Grace, Mercy and Blessings.
I love you sweetie.
Until we meet again,
