MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS !
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 7:01 AM
| 0 notesBlessed Christmas everyone !
I'm so happy today.!
I've been secretly wishing to spend Christmas in church this year.
But I thought I couldn't.
I'm quite banned frm Serangoon because my daddy's afraid of gossip abt my baby and I.
So when Timo invited me to church that day, i was quite excited.
Until he said , "we're inviting the neighbourhood residents too"
Then I totally SIGH .
I know I cann't go alrdys.
Thank God that He still has His plans!
Ana invited me to her church :DDD
*SUPER SMILEY !
So Jael sings "God is good!~ All the time~! He put a song of praise~ in this heart of mine~ God is good ! God is good~ ALL THE TIME!"
I CRIED !
Joanna askd me why.
For awhile, I really don't know... ...
But I believe now, the holy sprit touched me :]
Jeanette Chen ever told me about this verse, "I am the shepherd and my sheeps reconize my voice"
She said, "I believe this is the reason you always come back to church no matter how long you strayed"
I'm starting to believe this is real.
No matter how angry I get at God, how dissapointed I get at Him, I always want to run back to Him.
To crumble into His arms, To ask for His Forgivness, To beg Him to hold me.
To want to be loved, To needing Him.
Everything everything about my God, I love.
I'm learning to be apprecative.
I know it's not by chance that I get to be in church today.
It was not by chance that I ever saw Trinity @ Paya Lebar and said "1day, I wanna go to that church!"
It wasn't by chance that I ever emailed Ana.
It wasn't by chance I loved animals.
God was preparing me for something He knew would come.
I love my God.
I love my friends.
I love my family.
Today, I know I'm happy. Today, I know I'm contented.
Dear all ;;
I read ALL tags. It's just that I don't feel the need to talk anymore.So I havnt replied any tag. My apologizes, but thank you for all the encouragement.
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS !
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 7:01 AM
| 0 notesBlessed Christmas everyone !
I'm so happy today.!
I've been secretly wishing to spend Christmas in church this year.
But I thought I couldn't.
I'm quite banned frm Serangoon because my daddy's afraid of gossip abt my baby and I.
So when Timo invited me to church that day, i was quite excited.
Until he said , "we're inviting the neighbourhood residents too"
Then I totally SIGH .
I know I cann't go alrdys.
Thank God that He still has His plans!
Ana invited me to her church :DDD
*SUPER SMILEY !
So Jael sings "God is good!~ All the time~! He put a song of praise~ in this heart of mine~ God is good ! God is good~ ALL THE TIME!"
I CRIED !
Joanna askd me why.
For awhile, I really don't know... ...
But I believe now, the holy sprit touched me :]
Jeanette Chen ever told me about this verse, "I am the shepherd and my sheeps reconize my voice"
She said, "I believe this is the reason you always come back to church no matter how long you strayed"
I'm starting to believe this is real.
No matter how angry I get at God, how dissapointed I get at Him, I always want to run back to Him.
To crumble into His arms, To ask for His Forgivness, To beg Him to hold me.
To want to be loved, To needing Him.
Everything everything about my God, I love.
I'm learning to be apprecative.
I know it's not by chance that I get to be in church today.
It was not by chance that I ever saw Trinity @ Paya Lebar and said "1day, I wanna go to that church!"
It wasn't by chance that I ever emailed Ana.
It wasn't by chance I loved animals.
God was preparing me for something He knew would come.
I love my God.
I love my friends.
I love my family.
Today, I know I'm happy. Today, I know I'm contented.
Dear all ;;
I read ALL tags. It's just that I don't feel the need to talk anymore.So I havnt replied any tag. My apologizes, but thank you for all the encouragement.
