Regrets
Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 12:41 AM | 0 notes

as human, we all have moments of regrets. And i'm living through 1 now.

 

It's been barely a month, but I'm already regreting my decision. I miss baby eleo again.
yes, i've said so many times that i just need to remind myself whenever i feel bits of misses.
but surely that doesn't affect my previledge to think about eleo?

 

i've been blog hopping again.
blog hopped to sianqinn's blog. blog hopped to cakee's blog.
it's always these few blogs that make me feel i could give eleo what they have given their baby.
it's always these blogs that make me think of eleo.
but i cann't give up reading them.
maybe because i'm gainning joy from watching others raise their child.

 

i miss him. i really do.
the pain the aches.
i know all these will go.
baby boy, be happy. 

 

i wanna dye my hair.
probably dark red. the kind that can only be seen under sunlight.
:)

2more days to going to church x)
I'm excited! After so long. Although I preobably cann't rmb what I'm missing. haha