I don't want this to be real
Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:27 AM
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Baby Eleo. Mummy miss you so much now. Today mummy went out with eric. his friend was there. we were catching a late movie at 2335, so his fren hung ard for awhile. out of kindness, he asked if i've called my mum to inform her i'd be home late. i told him i did. but i didnt take out my hp or anything, so he assumed i was patronizing him. he started telling me on how worried my mum would be and how i didn't think for her. at that moment i really really wanted to scream into his face. i really really wanted to tell him to shut up. he doesn't understand. i don't know the pain & worry i'd feel for my you when you dont come home. but i know. i know the pain of giving you away with my both hands. i know i know of the misery i feel. and i know this pain cann't be far frm the pain of worrying. was i wrong baby eleo? could you come now and give mummy a hug? i'm in so much pain, so much confusion. I miss you. I really do.
The pain in my womb's back again D: and it seems to be getting worse over the days. Please God, help me. Medical isn't until wednesday. maybe i'd faint in class on monday D:
I don't want this to be real
Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:27 AM
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Baby Eleo. Mummy miss you so much now. Today mummy went out with eric. his friend was there. we were catching a late movie at 2335, so his fren hung ard for awhile. out of kindness, he asked if i've called my mum to inform her i'd be home late. i told him i did. but i didnt take out my hp or anything, so he assumed i was patronizing him. he started telling me on how worried my mum would be and how i didn't think for her. at that moment i really really wanted to scream into his face. i really really wanted to tell him to shut up. he doesn't understand. i don't know the pain & worry i'd feel for my you when you dont come home. but i know. i know the pain of giving you away with my both hands. i know i know of the misery i feel. and i know this pain cann't be far frm the pain of worrying. was i wrong baby eleo? could you come now and give mummy a hug? i'm in so much pain, so much confusion. I miss you. I really do.
The pain in my womb's back again D: and it seems to be getting worse over the days. Please God, help me. Medical isn't until wednesday. maybe i'd faint in class on monday D:
