My Fear
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 10:24 AM
| 0 notesthat page which i 'like' on FB, the one that says,
" Sometimes I worry that the depression I've had for the last 8 years is rubbing off on my little sister.
Please love, don't hurt like I do. I know you're stronger than me."
is an honest thought. Except I prob nv had it for 8years, and I've never offically been diagonised with depression. But yes, I am worried it's rubbing off on my little sister. Jeanette, Please love, don't hurt like I do. I know you're stronger than me.
I saw a dizturbing picture in my D.cam, 1 that shows an arm which the words, " 有一种爱叫做放手 ", in english, it means, "there is a kind of love known as letting go.". If it was just words, I'd forget it, except, even Sharon agreed with me, the words looked like they were not drawn with a pen, but a blade. Jeanette says, she used a red pen. But even if it was a red pen, why did she do that? did she have the intention of using a blade?
I'm sorry Jeanette, I'm sorry. But please don't follow in my foot steps. It's my weakness that drives me to the blade to handle my pain. But please please Jeanette, God gave you an awesome body. Don't spoil it the way I spoil mine. Don't leave the scars like I did.
It has rolled into a habit such that when there is pain which I dunno how to handle, I cut myself. But I really don't want my sister to follow. It pains me so much.
My Fear
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 10:24 AM
| 0 notesthat page which i 'like' on FB, the one that says,
" Sometimes I worry that the depression I've had for the last 8 years is rubbing off on my little sister.
Please love, don't hurt like I do. I know you're stronger than me."
is an honest thought. Except I prob nv had it for 8years, and I've never offically been diagonised with depression. But yes, I am worried it's rubbing off on my little sister. Jeanette, Please love, don't hurt like I do. I know you're stronger than me.
I saw a dizturbing picture in my D.cam, 1 that shows an arm which the words, " 有一种爱叫做放手 ", in english, it means, "there is a kind of love known as letting go.". If it was just words, I'd forget it, except, even Sharon agreed with me, the words looked like they were not drawn with a pen, but a blade. Jeanette says, she used a red pen. But even if it was a red pen, why did she do that? did she have the intention of using a blade?
I'm sorry Jeanette, I'm sorry. But please don't follow in my foot steps. It's my weakness that drives me to the blade to handle my pain. But please please Jeanette, God gave you an awesome body. Don't spoil it the way I spoil mine. Don't leave the scars like I did.
It has rolled into a habit such that when there is pain which I dunno how to handle, I cut myself. But I really don't want my sister to follow. It pains me so much.
