Jehovah Jireh
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 12:04 PM
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Jehovah Jireh - God will provide
Yes, Jehovah Jireh. I've learnt to trust in my LORD. Yesterday night I almost hurt myself - again. But, God has other plans. He cupped me into HIS hands, and all I could knock into, was cushion with my Father's flesh. The voice of the devil was so clear, it clouded my Father's voice. I felt entirely worthless and felt like I'm a hassle to everyone. I felt as if I should have just died. But my Lord is good. knowing that I couldn't hear his voice, He just gently took me into his hands, and held me in there. It was as if He was saying, " My precious Girl, I know you cann't hear me now, but 1day you would, so let me remind you again I Love you. And If you're trying to hurt yourself, lemmi be the 1 cushioning your pain for you. Lemmi be the 1 who suffers all these pain. Dear girl, you are so important to me, I really want to hide you away from the devil. Please cover out his voice, you're safe - here with me. " Yes, I'm my Lord's precious girl. Yes, I'm loved by my Father. What was I even thinking ? The Lord was good. He gave me friends. 1 that made me laugh and took away some grieve in me, 1 that tried so hard to speak sense into me. Thank You Sharon, Thank You Ah Zhong, Thank You Ben. The pain has left me. I woke up this morning feeling fresh & re-newed. But when it comes back, will I be able to say, Jehovah Jireh?

dear girl, I'm happy you've found happiness. Be careful who you give your heart too. I'd love to see you in church from 16-18 too. Rmb, when you find a job, don't lose your Lord. He has been through so much with me, I'd stand and testify His goodness. Come back to Him girl. Forget your excuses. I know He's waitting.

Dear Ana, Thank You for being so awesome. Thank You for coming to the Lord and then following Him, and sharing his love. You're a mummy to me. Definately. If there was 1 other person i wanna call mummy, that'd be you. Thank You for 1st speaking to me when you realized Eleo's existance. You've made me a stronger girl. 1 who knows the Lord. You've been the one to show me the Lord's good and he has shown you through it all. Thank You for your honesty to me at that time although we barely knew each other. Thank You for being more than a A.L.L friend to me. Thank You for always seeing the pain in my eyes, when everyone else believes the smile on my face. I wanna be & would be proud to be the daughter you never conceived. When I grow up, I wanna be like my mummy - Strong. But I also wanna be like you - Godly. God have destinated us to meet. He is good. If people count you as a double blessing, probably even triple blessing would not have been enough for me. I love You, I do. Thank You for all you did.
Many people have come and go in my life. You all play a part to making me who I am today. Thank You for being there. Jehovah Jireh. Rmb that. Because God loves you. He delivered me through my pain, and I know He'd deliever you too.
Jehovah Jireh. I never want to 4get ! :)
Jehovah Jireh
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 12:04 PM
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Jehovah Jireh - God will provide
Yes, Jehovah Jireh. I've learnt to trust in my LORD. Yesterday night I almost hurt myself - again. But, God has other plans. He cupped me into HIS hands, and all I could knock into, was cushion with my Father's flesh. The voice of the devil was so clear, it clouded my Father's voice. I felt entirely worthless and felt like I'm a hassle to everyone. I felt as if I should have just died. But my Lord is good. knowing that I couldn't hear his voice, He just gently took me into his hands, and held me in there. It was as if He was saying, " My precious Girl, I know you cann't hear me now, but 1day you would, so let me remind you again I Love you. And If you're trying to hurt yourself, lemmi be the 1 cushioning your pain for you. Lemmi be the 1 who suffers all these pain. Dear girl, you are so important to me, I really want to hide you away from the devil. Please cover out his voice, you're safe - here with me. " Yes, I'm my Lord's precious girl. Yes, I'm loved by my Father. What was I even thinking ? The Lord was good. He gave me friends. 1 that made me laugh and took away some grieve in me, 1 that tried so hard to speak sense into me. Thank You Sharon, Thank You Ah Zhong, Thank You Ben. The pain has left me. I woke up this morning feeling fresh & re-newed. But when it comes back, will I be able to say, Jehovah Jireh?

dear girl, I'm happy you've found happiness. Be careful who you give your heart too. I'd love to see you in church from 16-18 too. Rmb, when you find a job, don't lose your Lord. He has been through so much with me, I'd stand and testify His goodness. Come back to Him girl. Forget your excuses. I know He's waitting.

Dear Ana, Thank You for being so awesome. Thank You for coming to the Lord and then following Him, and sharing his love. You're a mummy to me. Definately. If there was 1 other person i wanna call mummy, that'd be you. Thank You for 1st speaking to me when you realized Eleo's existance. You've made me a stronger girl. 1 who knows the Lord. You've been the one to show me the Lord's good and he has shown you through it all. Thank You for your honesty to me at that time although we barely knew each other. Thank You for being more than a A.L.L friend to me. Thank You for always seeing the pain in my eyes, when everyone else believes the smile on my face. I wanna be & would be proud to be the daughter you never conceived. When I grow up, I wanna be like my mummy - Strong. But I also wanna be like you - Godly. God have destinated us to meet. He is good. If people count you as a double blessing, probably even triple blessing would not have been enough for me. I love You, I do. Thank You for all you did.
Many people have come and go in my life. You all play a part to making me who I am today. Thank You for being there. Jehovah Jireh. Rmb that. Because God loves you. He delivered me through my pain, and I know He'd deliever you too.
Jehovah Jireh. I never want to 4get ! :)