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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 8:59 AM | 0 notes

 

You Led Me by Barlow Girl

 

Good Morning the night is over and gone
I thought once this dark would last for so long

Feel the sunlight on my face
You have brought me through this place

Jesus, Jesus You found me
Through the long night you led me
You set me free

Do you see just what You've done in my life?
You gave me more than I hoped for now I

 

 

 

 

I've been finding this song as i forgot the tittle. really touching song. I like.

 

was a little annoyed today and frustrated with myself as i smartly lost my hp charger. I guess to some extent, i dislike myself for my flaws. why would i even lose my stupid charger? it really annoyes me because i feel useless. -sigh.

 

when i am annoyed i really dont like speaking. its not because i am angry at others, but i just find it hard to accept this stupidity that i can even forget my charger when it is important to me. i sometimes wish that when i am angry i can just tell the person comforting me that  am alright, i just need to cool down. but when i open my mouth, i sound so annoyed, so pissed off i rather keep quiet so i dont give people the wrong impression.

 

today i am happy. i dont know why, just happy randomly. i was walking walking then i just decide to sing some worship song. it is good to be happy. but i dont know if it is beause of school work that i am starting to be unhappy. maybe becos kerwin pointed out to me that i no longer say "great" when people ask me how i am doing. and he did say i become pessimistic too. isit true? is school taking a toll on me? is that why i'm loving church so much?

 

Dear God, I want to run. Run far far away where it is just me and you. I want to breathe and to cry. I want to scream and to forget. the hassle and buzzle of this city. oh great ! i rmb. i rmb why i am unhappy. too many people i'm watching now makes me doubt my faith, my beleive in human. i dont understand. i dont understand self-proclaimed christians who act in manners, in ways that repel others. i dont understand why do people act so differently, or so hypocritically. i know i know, i should have spent more time thinking more productive thoughts, but then ... i dunno eh ... -sigh

 

Proverbs 18 talks about how a fool speaks without thinking or is unwilling to listen to others and accpet only his believes/ thoughts. there is this guy in class, and once he decided on something, the entire team has to listen to him and if they dont like his idea, he only convinces ppl that his idea is best, and he wont listen to others. i wonder, when i am stuck with this guy in the same team, how would i cope.? how how should i behave that will not reflect me as un-christ-like in this context. Dear God, prepare me for the day.

 

Oh, and i went tracking today wth Jaz, Seb & WM. & we saw monkeys. Jaz & I had classic reactions. we both screamed and refuse to walk pass the monkeys because we believe the monkeys would come and attack us (=.=)|| LOLS.